Our 65th Day

another new month we have

another new month we gain together

another no another guy in our relationship

all man passing our side when we holding it

all and overall i feel from you

all not all happiness or sadness

we celebrated with some sweet which lost ago

it's enough to me

: )

forever love we said

but we still be afraid the change of one of us

you tasted the bitter feeling

i will try to hold it well for you

Our 60th Day

unfortunately day fell to my dear,viki

it was yesterday..

she cried to call me..

she saying her sadness..

she is like a little girl in my heart

she must be strong..

i'm her listener..

listen their story

release her sadness

make her heart comfort abit

accompany her a few hours

she talked alot

after have call with viki,the time i go bed

before that..i heard song somemore viewed his photos

i thought his face from fat to thin alot

my tears dropped..

i have rmbed he told me

when i crying,muz call him

he picked up my call..

i telling him abt wad happen of viki and myself juz now

hehe..i love him covered any words in world

when i'm happy or sad

i really nid him to share

Our 56th Day

today i show no mood to him

nvr said clearly..

i juz show it..

i know he felt it

he din said it too

my man..

not hard anymore when he know he is wrong

my man..

not happy anymore when i tell him my feeling

my man..

blamed himself and suspected himself

to be his woman..

i will same way as him too

man and woman juz made by simple tissues

i misunderstood his feeling when he feels did wrong to me

i lost myself too

from this mistake..

i sure that i love dear dear

the sad events made..

just a fault to make each other to think much

i thought he will know and comfort me

he thought is himself good to me

i'm selfish

but he is worried himself

i let him sad too..

but but..

i proved our love is from both side

affected each other

: )

not bad not bad..

Our 54th Day

20/11/09

last day..

my mood damn down

the whole day no mood at all..

dear dear accompany me yesterday

till we go bed..

yesterday ya..

the 1st time i disturbed him longer

made his bed time on 5am

umm..he called me twice

waste rm20+

finished his bonus in 2 hours

><

his laopo,me..nt good to manage his finance

but..yesterday i really need him

my messy heart

i cant sleep at all

wuwu..

wad he said,matched my feeling

my heart become comfortable and relax

i thought this guy mature thn me

i felt wad am i?

juz childish ><

i'm sorry to mummy,cousin,him and myself

i did wrong..

he thaught me many : )

he grew up many from his fault : )

he is successful in his life : )

that's why : )

i love this guy

no matter wad

he go into my life to help me

he understood my heart

it's our memories

cry and smile

move towards today

the new day we have

Our 50th Day

I wishing dear dear..

-his spm going well

-he has good attitude

-he has energy enough

-his brain wont blank and lose many important notes

-he has a sweet sleeping time every night

-he become genius when doing every SPM papers (genius angle wont off duty tomorrow >< )

-he can relax his mind and hands when doing papers

-he has prepared pencils,pens,rulers,eraser,and IC (important!!)

-he tries his best just enough

9 wishing rite?

i know dear dear good to me..

so,another 1 wishing i keep for myself

that wishing of me is..

9 wishing i wished will come true for my beloved laogong

: )

♥Love♥ Alvin

Our 47th Day

woo woo..

spm coming soon

me & dear dear sit for spm this year

umm..both of us

fun & study time be separated tightly

whn we're having fun..

our books out of our mind

whn we're revising..

we will stop sms..

accompany our books

lol..

last friday my school had graduation day..

all form 5 students shaked hand with teachers

said our thankful

received their wishing

their smiling

somemore their warm hands

some fierce teachers became warm

umm..i was touched when seeing their smiling

my physic teacher and chemistry teacher ><

both subjects i damn hate and worst

wanna pass?

try it ya ><

i took some pictures with classmates

xixi..

this wednesday ask nako help me upload..

my laptop got problem le..

Jia You Laogong..

My Top 1..

Muackss Muackss ♥

Our 44th Day

time passing slower when i'm alone

my time without him

as a missed post

juz blanked on that day

my mind without any wanna write

as a untitiled post

juz messed on that day

i missing him..

but i dun hv tell him..

he is working..

i dun like to be disturber

although he will say nevermind and

reply my msg delay some

better than..

i'm keep slient here : )

writing down some heart matter : )

but sure be NO sad things

because..

just because he is busy..

i cannot do complain here : )

and he will sad if he has see this post

i'm heart-hopeful

i'm growing up myself

i know..i'm right

i know..he is right

that's all : )

positive thinking rite : )

From Day Till Night

How Much We Said

I Counting With Hands

It Is 24 Hours

Sometimes Talking Through Mouth

Sometimes Talking Through Heart

♥

Our 41st Day

now is midnight..

the lady boss,me : )

Kikimi..cant sleep now

then..surfing the net

make self sleepy some

then have a piggy sleep

umm umm..

last 2 day and 2 night

happened many things

some sad happened

alot happy still happening

because i have a good boyfriend

because of him..

he takes all

which the responsible he told

comfort his lover

treat his lover

didn't care any

i thought just now..

his lover haven't help him decrease his stress longer already

it may the right timing

when the sun rising..

my dear dear wakes up

hehe..i'll start my job

shh..he is sleeping ^^

and..

i'll give him the complete answer of this question he asked

"wo you shen me hao?"

although i answered him..

but it's not complete

not sweet and rou ma de

i'm his lucky star,i'm his honey star

so..

i wanna he can tastes sweet from this twinkling star

: )

not juz only he make fun to me

not juz only he talk alot there

not juz only i'm the listener

same way he is

he needs

because i ♥ you

Our 38th Day

last midnight..

after we off9 webcam

i called him..

his hp out of credit..

umm..

naturally..

he talked to his 1st feeling to me..

before we are not couple..

when i'm single after lastly relationship

he talking seriously..

he talking softly..

slowly..

the surrounding of handphone just is his voice

nothing any..

some more that was midnight

i hearing and smiling..

my heart..felt tension

my tears..around eye balls

felt his serious..

but he always make fun than that

touching feeling about him..

longer then..

i asked him..

"if i cried,what will you do?"

"i will hug you,and your head alongside my shoulder"

i cried out..

now..

i'm alone here,he din on9

he hang out with frenz

i felt sorry..

i'm bored girl to him..

i just know to laugh when he making fun to me

and duno say any about feeling..

i love this guy..

that why i wanna make fun to him too..

but nt good as him..

i wishing our world is filled with our own words to each other

to create out happy and alot fun

he did..i will too

Like and Love are big difference..

: )

Our 38th Day

now is midnight : )

with dear dear now..

xixi..

i like together with him to share midnight

we're carzy

we're playful

we're doing childish

we're acting

we're gesturing

a quiet midnight..

juz leave me and him..

make noise..

make laugh..

i enjoying love..

which is 2 of 17 years old's man

always do childish

no trouble and if get trouble

wont sceret it in heart deeply

respect each other

: )

Our 37th Day

today is our last day attend for chinese class

umm..

siao wei sits beside me..

making cards quietly...

it's make for teacher one : )

we passed the cards one by one..

to write down some words ourselves for teacher

teacher like noticed ><

but she said some funny to settle embarrassed situation

we are smiling thr ^^

a few cards done in this period..

2 hours' chinese class

while teacher teaching..

while teacher explaining..

while teacher seeing me

: )

when the last 10 mins..

teacher talked something for us..

her advice is touching words..

her face is sad with her tear in her eyes..

her voice is good to hear..

i'm grateful..

can study chinese from her..

i'm lucky..

can know some life information from her..

i'm proud of her..

she is special

i love you,teacher

thx teacher

Our 36th Day

last night..

originally he wana rest early

but his didi asked him to check my folio

he is busy till 11pm sumthing

><

dear dear is tired thn tired more

our call...

din less thn 30 mins oso

whn in calling..

i tought his tired and asked him

: )

last night...

we talked abt our plan after spm

woo...

it's like wanna happen soon

it's like our journey together

ya..all's right

our future plan is widen

lalala~~

happy journey waiting us

: )

PS: his voice cute naturally sometime,kaka

XD

Our 34th Day

last night..

he told me something

made my heart so messy ><

longer~~

whn talking with him in phone..

i said it out..

asked him wat i wana know

told him wat i facing nw

his words..

his reply..

comforted me

but..

i dun wan the feel around our sweet time too

it may get effect for us

last a month..

my heart may attracted by him

i din noticed..

from last night..

though some..

got some..

i understood why he said i'm pure

32day-posted by Alvin

The day dat means we had been together 1 month
Me and Kikimi Yap Zi Sian~finally^^
around 12am we celebrate our 1month v funny face~^^
and then i played dota v my dear de small brother~
win n i get 1st~^^wakakaka
den after dota i told my dear didi let her jie(dear) use back~
he say "okok"~thx 2 him~
after finish dota around 1 or 2am~
den after dat i chat v my dear in the webcam by video call~
we had fun n chat in the call~
i 4gt wad i chat v her already cuz 2 much we chat n fun~^^
we both damm stuborn n c who surrender 2 slp~xD
finally i dunwan 2 let her tired i surrender~^^
den we had our gdnite kiss n slp like a pig till morning~^^

Morning today~
as usual wake up n sms my laopo~^^
den i ate my lunch and so as my baobei~^^
den i go cyber cafe n play games while she study~^^

LaoPo~
I always will be at ur side although nt v u~
I always will protect u no matter wad~
I always be ur happy toy 2 make u smile~
I always be the one 2 love u~
I always do foolish things 2 make u laugh~
I always do myself sick n make u worried~

I juz wana tell u thx 4 pei wo till nw~
I wana go on this relationship~
I wont gv up~

Kikimi~
wO aI nI~^^
um muacks

Our 32nd Day

oh yeah..today is 1/11

: )

I was together wit Alvin Lin Wei Sing A MONTH

last midnight..

he and my didi played dota

hehe..he won 1st

after that..

we on webcam to celebrate our anniversary together

woO..quite nice

w0o..quite happy

wOo..quite funny

we talking and talking

acting funny face

showing our things

emm..

his laughing smile

his cute voice sometime

his K810i

his photos whn he is childhood and his didi's

haha..quite cute

Dearest,

Mr.Laogong :

laopo wana tell u..

u let me feel safe with u

because ur laopo nvr felt lonely

u care me

because ur laopo nvr missed ur caring

u felt my feeling

because ur laopo nvr feel dissapoint ur thinking for me

u knw me

because ur laopo nvr complaint it

u love me

because ur laopo nvr suspect u

u are my top 1

because ur laopo nvr find another top 1

i love

your smile

your thin lips

your sweet words

your heart for this love

your protection

your promises

your tender

Just From:

Ms.Laopo

i love this imperfect man