Our 30th Day

he belonging me 30 days

umm..

i loved it : )

the passing time of 30 days

just pure of happiness

added some sadness and worry

just because it's love

love is no perfect

because we are not perfect man

love is mixed good and bad..

a cup of coffee is bitter and sweet taste too

yummy..he is the scoop of chocolate ice-cream

simple and sweet taste

wo ai ni ya^^

wo bu hui bu ai ni

Our 28th Day

while he resting juz now..

i copying my history worksheets

sometime..

my head will turn to my right side..

see my phone..it's charging thr

it's like lighting,bt it's not : )

his cough..

follow him longer..

i'm thinking..

some bad happen to him..

how is it neh?

><

my mind is sliding it clearly..

i stopped my writing

lying on the table..

seeing my phone longer..

i din touch it..

but i missing him..

his pictures in my phone..

the part of his face..

i rmb the most is his eyes : )

whn i thinking he was in hospital

this picture in my mind..

i wanna cry..

but din cry out

my eyes tired some..

switched off the lamp

lying on my bed

viewing his pictures..

again and again..

i seeing the pictures carefully..

the sadness minded was gone..

cos i was smiling whn seeing his pictures

he sms me : )

means he woke up~~

lao po~^^

laogong^^

wad u doing nw?^^

lying on bed,viewing ur pictures,thn u sms me le^^

lol,yuan fen.f3

i woke up n take my hp ad c ur face in my hp^^

xixi...happy : )

Our 26th Day

Highlights..

the coolest msg i received

from him..XD

"lol,hai hao ba,hw 2 do nest oso.f3

go bird thr n take nest + water,

lol,who eat i do the bird nest stil alive is miracle.f3"

mr.laogong n ms.laopo

: )

Our 26th Day

xixi..

he asked me why i wan cry

i told him..

bla bla bla..

: )

have alvin..

how's good now

can go out from sadness easily

because he is on the situation of happiness

thinking of him just can : )

Tears..

i like it..

someone had my tears..

unreasonable tears..

and..

someone gave me cheer up

my heart claimed down

hehe..my 1st time

the last question i asked b4 i rest

"u said ur frenz all lengzai,their gf sure lenglui lo?"

"hmm,some lengzai,some okok nia

thier gf ar,lenglui gt a few lo,others nvr met b4.f3

bt my gf,i love her and in my eyes,no1 can compare n replace her^^

go rest ba^^"

Our 26th Day

he very tired today..
we din chat more..
thn i asked him go bed n go bed..
he followed my advice
bt i can knw he very tired alr..
whn in call wit him..
alot ppl disturb me
but it's ok : )

on the way go home..
i looking outside..
the radio playing old famous song
softly~~
my heart begin softly too..
i missing him..
wanna cry out..
bt i dun wan disturb him..
he is tired..
rest the most important for human

i cant sleep nw..
duno why neh..
too active i think
umm umm..
chat wit miko juz nw
longer din chat wit her alr
but we stil can talk and talk
nt bad : )

: (
dear dear..

Our 23rd Day

Feeling : )

almost everyday
our chat can over the limit of our sleeping time
his handphone credit use finish faster..
he always use the method lend from digi
cont our chat..
or ask his frenz giv him free for charge : )

everyday..
our sms can over the limit of our languages
we use english..
whn i hv wrong vocab
he will tell my fault
we use chinese..
whn he has wrong pin yin
i will tell his fault
we use cute sound..
whn we're happy
we use romantic words
whn we're get high on it : )

yesterday..
our webcam can over the limit of over
lol..kua zhang dian le : )
but..
the 1st time i use webcam can be so funny and enjoy
thxful my top 1 lao gong
because he is funny guy and many acting

full of smile face and smile sound in our webcam call

woo..
he said my hair nice and i'm cute XD
blek..he more cute then me
ur laopo said d^^

Our 23rd Day

once time 1 pill?
i saw the webcam,nice pc^^
duno ><7pm>
yeap,1 day eat 2 pills^^
nvm,i can wait dear d,today din go cc^^
u muz get rest oh
..and
..eat dinner also
enen,u nw goin eat?^^
yaya^^
en^^dear outside careful ya^^
yes baby^^hope dear dear's headache can reduce some..
enen^^dont worry^^
enen^^
dear,no yet go out o..whn out le,i wil tell u,nt sure wat time,cos today is uncle's off day
en,laogong playing dota^^
kk..^^
dear,dota finish?
dear,laogong finish ler,dear stil havent go out o?
ya..
yeap,dear no yet wan go out o?
i'm on9 le
oh,nw doin sunthing.wait ya
kk..
dear on msn d?
yer~mummy said zou le zou le ><
then..
he sent me 2 pics (upload if can,laptop hv problem)
1 pic is a poem..it's abt
love isn't about finding someone you can live with;
love is about finding someoone you can't live without
lol,nvm,dear go out ba^^wait dear,careful a ><
enen,i will,dun worry,laogong^^u too..
dear,careful at outside ya ><
i read tht meaningful poem^^,i wont buy ur heart,bt i wil beside wit ur heart,
cos i nid u alive wit me^^
haha,thx 4 all >
u cant die early neh ><>
xixi..welcome
muacks muacks^^
my life in ur hand.f3
enen^^
lol..i will control well,in restaurant le
en,man man chi o^^
enen..hv dear dear taken dinner?
yeap,juz finish^^
you chi bao ma?
you you,fang xin^^
qu chi ni de^^
juz order only,nid waiting
enen^^nw wacin fang yang de star star.lol
oh..enjoy ba^^
en^^dear eat hao d sms me ya^^
ok^^
half an hour..
i sent aunty's shih tzu pic for him^^
lol,cute dog^^
dear eat finish d?^^
ya..bt adults chatting thr
enen^^den nw dear at restaurant hearing dem a?
no..seeing the cute dog^^
lol,when dear can on9 ya?^^
><>
haha,nvm d la^^i can wait^^
thn wat are u doing nw?
wacin let go the sheep de star star.lol^^
lol..tis eng name,i tink is my top 1 laogong tink himself d,f3
sure.f3^^
dear at thr boring ma?
enen..i wana back home ><
lol,wad time only dear can back home o? ><
duno,f4..
lol,bu yao ku~laogong sayang~um muacks~^^
laogong..
muackss..
en,dun like this la^^
um muackss^^
dear dear,dun sad ya
enen^^dear dear stil here,i'm happy d^^
xixi..thn
he sent his pic for me
i really happy,and smiling
yeap^^i send the pic 4u so u wont lonely
ya..i wont lonely,dear : )

There is nothing can replace you~

Everyone has their own beloved person~
I had one~
It was a girl~
She was so pure and cute in my mind~
She had a nice sound n face~
She's my everything~
I were once hurt by a girl~
Thanks to her this girl that im mentioning bring me back to my ownself~
Dont know why i start in love with a girl that is quite far from my hometown~
She lived at Kuala Lumpur and me from Melaka~
She gt a boyfriend dat is same town with me~
Unfornutately dey broke and same case as mine(my girlfriend near near nia)
After a few days with this girl chat in the handphone and messenger~
I find out i really fall in love with a this girl~
Altough its a long-distance relationship but i will truly go to the place i want to meet her~
Impossible i break my promise~
A promise is a promise~
Den we had beeen together finally~
I hope this is can last long about our relationship~
The distance between she and me soon getting closer and closer~
And soon when i meet her~
I wont let her go from my side anymore~
I want to kiss her lips and hug her~
I dont care where she from~
I dont care who she are~
I dont care what she did~
As long as i love her and she love me~^^
dats all^^
the next story will be inform again next month~^^

Our 22nd Day

Our Love Moment : )

hehe,thx^^um muacks^^dear nw doin wad o?
sry~juz finish biscuit><
dear,will ur head very pain?
dear,tis time i guai abit 4u ba,i go gv doctor check up.f3
last time go c doctor n take medicine nia
enen..tell him abt ur cough too if necessary
i feel ur love too ya^^
goin to reach d,my head nt so pain^^
yeap,only u~
love me the most~^^

haha,i will,i will tell the doctor u gv me love medicine oso.f3
sure^^top 1 d love.f3
lol..love medicines^^
yeah~top 1 laogong^^
ya,love medicine dat can make u 4ever my girl.f3
dao jia ler,goin 2 c doctor.lol
i wan try love medicine oso,f3
enen..gd luck^^
lol,at clinic d,abit laz wan c doctor d.f3
u no nid try d^^hehe
u at clinic le,,juz more a while nia,dun go out the clinic o,it's ok d..
check jor,doctor im stil ok,cuz i early check den nw she gave antibiotic
phew^^tht's great..
dun wori,lao gong wont easy pengsan d.lol

Our 21st Day

just now..

he said hungry abit

thn go out to buy burger : )

he ate 2 BIG burger

><

too much for me

thn..

he posted this poem for me

i dont care who u are~

i dont care where your from~

i dont care what will be~

As long u love me^^

it's like a song : )

it's like self creative

"write urself d"

"Abu~"

hehe..

1 word juz is SWEET

2 much in my mind

3 words most meaningful

4 him,my laogong

I Love You

"i think i cant drink cold water 1st,feel like wan cough agn"

"muz care urself ><>

"dear,my cough nw stil nt yet come,juz feel nia,i promise u i drink hot water"

"ur promise,i trust u can^^"

he playing dota : )

Our 20th Day

yesterday's calling..

he sang song to me..

i sang softly wit him too..

his singing good..

so nice : )

laopo loves it,laogong : )

today at school..

whn i sitting alone there..

watching outside while lying on the table

i said..

"i miss u,dear"

: )

1812 today..

he sent a msg for me

wrote..

"1234"

"1 thing"

"2 do"

"3 words"

"4 you"

"I Love You^^"

"think by myself.lol"

so sweet^^

i cont it..

"567"

"5 reply"

"6 words"

"7 heaven"

"thx my beloved lao gong,muackss muackss"

i viewed laogong's post

thx to him alot..
: )
i can share my blog with him
it's unvaluable he paid
because my things can belong to him too
his post as my post..
nt so interesting but meaningful
our life just simple
from stranger to friend
but now..
we are couple : )

may future..have me and him : )

he ate 15 sticks satay juz now..

wow..i cant XD

he told me..

he ordered webcam

tmr can get it ^^

Yeah~rolling n rolling

hehe..happy : )

Our 19th day

These is posted by me: Alvin

Today morning~
thx to her call only i can wake up and hear her voice~
as usal~
my lazy sound again>later on,i go bath and after that sms 2 my LaO pO im goin school^^
hope she slp well~

The day i was at school..so boring~!!
no teacher in class den play chess with my friends at class~
lose n win alot round~we play 1 round for RM1,xD
at the end~no win no lose..5 win 5 lose,haiz~T.T
then nth 2 do liao~
then i tink of my KiKiMi~^^
thinking of her slping n hope she will think me as the same way as i am~

School ended~i was so happy and hurry up back home~
home sweet home~
1st thing i do is took my hp n c my msg~
den SMS 2 my LaO pO~
she had tuition at 5pm-8pm(suffering from SPM)c her like dis xin tong~><
everytime she go tuition i sure tell her bcareful..worried her every sec n min

Later on after she tuition i was dota ing~she SMS me den i let go off my game 1st^^
pei ta sms den hope she faster back home~
i was at cc cuz my house no webcam 2 c her face~
so i waited her around 9.40pm sumtin she on d~
i told her 2 wait me cuz i was dota ing~
after dota ing den play webcam v my LaO pO^^
today we had alot of fun~really^^
and i will call her every night in the phone 2 chat our secret..shhhh~
she gave me her blog today~so i can blog v her oso~><

Today i sing her some songs so she can sleep well in her bed~
she say my singing nt bad bt i oso duno nice or nt~hope it nice~
after i sang those song~she ad go sleep ler~^^

Today is the 1st time i blog in my dear blog~
Dear,hope u love my story~lol
quite long abit~nt so interesting~
my dear blog always gt some mistake in spelling or vocabulary~
bt i dunwan 2 edit it..juz make it wrong~^^
only i n her friends noe the meaning can ler^^

Our 19th Day

today no school : )

but i still have morning call laogong

yesterday,he sleep late

so i called many times

he din pick up also..

i stopped my call

but he called me back : )

the 1st 2 times..

cant heard his sound..

i rejected the call

finally the 3rd time

yeah..heard his lazy sound : )

talking and talking

till his mummy called him wake up also

still talking..

later..

he preparing to school

i sleep again with his sweet advices

in the evening..

i opened my image in my handphone

finding his drawing's picture

i viewing it longer..

and smiling : )

his drawing is simple but creative

any second may happen some joyful with him

because his acting

made many fun things

made our webcam time fully our happiness

he said..

whn u are happy,smiling

i will happy : )

Our 18th Day

i blogging at outside now
blogging can spend my time word by word
without him...
my time passed the slowest
i sitting alone more time
he playing dota but he will reply my msg
suddenly..
too many sadness in my brain
i crying out..
tears dropping slowly~
i wanna back home, i wanna play with him
i wanna leave here,i wanna dun alone
gan ma saw me crying..
she asks me softly
i'm quiet..
cos i angry her some
later..
she asks me wan play computer or not
i just quiet..
my tears dropping..
she asks again..
i dian dian tou..

meet laogong at 1st..
hearing songs..
i told him all my things
wont sceret any : )
his caring is most powerful

I'm his wishing star which is made 3 wishes by him : )

Our 17th Day

juz now 1233..

we on webcam

he ask me off9

cos i told him

tmr i wan wake up early

a while later

he chged his mind

he said

"u on9 til i'm back home"

"after i bath"

"let u play longer"

so gan dong..

i said

"tq laogong"

"u are the most most"
"the best"

he laughing there

xixi..

i love his happy face

which is i made

: )

Our 16th Day

this morning..

he calls me

i really still worry there

juz a second

tht feeling starts again after i wake up

i hearing his talking

i'm quiet there..

sometime "enen" to him

some more juz wake up also

that why : )

at start..we said go to clean up d

he just wash his face

my mummy washing clothes in toilet

then..

i go back to room

sms wit him

both of us lying on own bed..

: )

he started working at 12.00 noon

i played laptop a while

thn revise a while ><

feel sleepy neh...

i had an idea

drawing in bedroom : )

when it's finished..

i sent to him

he didnt reply any

umm...waiting him

nothing also

i sent again..

and made a call to him

nothing also..

a few minutes later

he replied me

huh...thnx god

he said

"ur drawing so nice"

"so gan dong T.T"

hehe...it's just simple drawing

and i just know to draw alphabets

: )

Our 15th Day

he vomit 3 times today ><

ar~~

yesterday i not feeling well

today his turn ><

although he was nothing..

but i still that..

duno why neh ><

i wont unhappy

i will smile : )

he also need my smile : )

if not..

he must worry me

if i have laptop

how it is good to be

dear dear no need wait me on9

he can see me on webcam anytime

i can decide my time on laptop by myself

my didi play from evening til night 10pm

my school day,juz on9 an hour something

weekend,same same also

need ask didi before i want

because he using..

daddy said after spm

will buy for me : )

i hope it can be come true : )

Our 13th Day

umm umm...

let baby know my last midnight^^

0030 i sent sms to him

"i wanna let ur heart full of my sweet matter,nt u feel it from my heart"

"ur laopo sleep lu^^"

then..

i switch off the lamp bt my sight looking earphone

mind to hear songs

in the dark..

plug in my earphone thn open playlist

while hearing a song,by claire d

i hv feel wanna sms to lucas

tht feel is angry d

abt...a sceret which viki told me d

baby knew oso d

but but..

i din do so..

no reason i should send it out

no reason i should care it again

no reason i should hv any feel to this guy

although is angry feeling

somemore..

i understand dear dear's feeling

i understand he can control me

because we are together now

my header's sentence,it's important to me now : )

then..

i slept with thinking dear dear : )

3am something,i woke up..

blur blur..go toilet..n my mind juz of dear dear

mayb thinking him till slept juz now : )

back my room..sleep again

6.15am's alarm ringing..

i saw it..

though missed the time

call him in blur blur

just a few seconds..

he picked my phone

today he din lazy sound

hmm..normal as usual

nice oso : )

a call..

ended with longer bye bye n kisses

xixi..

um muacksss

Our 12th Day

umm...

today,morning call him

the 1st call he picked

he said miracle oh^^

i smiling thr...

like his lazy sound : )

today my sound so weird

whn muack him...cant sweet sound ><

argh~~shy

he laughing : )

it's ok : )

i sleep again while he busy his things before go to school

9.30am something

i woke up...

read his msg,a new n nice day i felt that second

I Love You,Alvin

: )

Our 11th Day

he asked me juz nw

"1 october u accept me d rite?"

i duno bt rmb i accept him whn i giv him a kiss in hp d

is tht day^^

he replied

"tink is 1"

"i gt c the calender on the day we muacks"

xixi...he cares it neh

a boy cares my thing

umm : )

his english so good,sometime he write longer about me d

me juz siting thr,enjoying his writing : )

without you

i cant live alone

happy alone

cry alone

cuz my love one cant enjoy happiness v me

sadness..

caring..

loving..

Everything that i done

nobody can control.

bt my dear can

nobody wil so hardworking like dear call me wake up at early in the morning d

Only u~

makes my world bright n sparlking like star

i like tis,i asked his allowance to post here

he said "wo xi huan jiu hao ler"

: )

Our 8th Day

this week

as holiday week

1 week no need back to school

because pmr starting...

everyday..

i wake up early also

because i want call him to wake up^^

hehe...his sound so lazy

but make me laugh & happy in handphone

he has exam this week..

he brings handphone to school

we connecting whole morning by using sms

but i must wait him completed his exam paper

yesterday,

he told me..

he wrote an essay entitled "The Person Who I Loved"

it's about me

i felt happy because he thinking me whatever he doing

the essay mark is 40/50

the 1st time he get the highest mark in class

: )

when we are on webcam..

he show me a bracelet

his anuty gave him & told him keep it unless important to you

he wanna give me when he come to KL

he said bring good luck for me and my family

he brought many happiness to me

: )

that why i'm smiling

Our 7th Day

My past going faster
My present presenting too
Be with alvin..really happy^^
His caring shown in sms
His funny shown in phone
: )

I felt relax wih him
duno why..
he din let me worrying his privacy
he din let me feeling jealous

Somemore..
He said before i say
He done before i do
He felt before i feel

Am i important to u?
he asked ytd..
my answer is..
en,i worry u alot,i care u alot
bt i duno how much the important u are
cos it's uncountable

that feeling really cant say out or write out
me thinking why..
it's a question i cant solve
but the feeling better thn how well i know how much u important to me

he replied..
same case here^^
dear^^
love you^^

Our 3rd Day

tis week always be wit alvin
he calls me everyday
tells funny things make me laugh
sing songs but will cough whn he not feeling well
umm...worry him whn heard his cough

i knew he like me
i knew he treat me well
i knew he is a good guy
i knew him because we talk anything to each other

but me din accept him now
juz keep a chance for him

juz 6 days close wit him
many memories we made
brought happiness

: )

1/10

sleepy some..
slept a while juz now

nako said introduce a boy for me
me shocked ><
why she said immediately for me?
me thinking..
be frenz is ok^^
tht guy 21 years old..
nako told me..
her bf said saw tht guy always alone
thn wan help him

me smiling for nako
thn we continue to copy add maths'answer

always ask for time today ><
so miss go back home faster ><
duno why~