Our 76th Day

woo..working till out of time
and moved house
no network connection there

me and dear dear working busy now
everyday just chat a while in phone thn go rest

last monday..
i met him : )
quite sweet~
whn tht day he is back
really no mood..
he thaught me alot on tht day : )
the feeling is deep

in cosmo's world..
the haunted gamers we played ><
scared me bt he scammed the guy back ><
lol~
in the bus..
i hugging him along the road
xixi..so warm feel
we watched movie 2 days we had
i love him beside with me
to enjoy the big screen movie

he met my dad too..
cos my dad fetch him back to his aunt's house
he is shy when talking with my dad..
: )

he is special 1 for me..
: )

Our 63rd Day

Oh Yeah~~

My dear laogong's spm finished ALL!!

gratz gratz : )

i stil hv a paper,chinese..

it's ok for me

i will try my best

somemore..

next monday i can meet my guy

Oh Yeah~~

Yeah~

um muackss~~

expect the time we have together

it must be unforgetable

it must be the starting of our relationship

it must be shorter..

but heartful

Our 61st Day

just the starting of working

so miss him..

so care him..

but..

working spent the time

i know..

time can chg all we think or dun think

i dun wan forget him although i'm working busy

i dun wan him feel lonely and alone

i wan remember him

: )

oh ya..i'm sick ><

fever and cough..

he worry me~

always advice me to care myself

: )

it's warm

: )

Our 60th Day

Our next journey coming soon

duno how was is it : )

it was..

cos something not control by ourselves

it was planned by god

so..

dun be afraid and be scare

i..

always beside u

i..

always beside u

Our 57th Day

no matter wad..

i love you..

this 6 words really meaningful

: )

even happened sad things

but i no wonder to write here

cos our blog just about alvin and kikimi

just happiness can be saved and leave here

that's my blog's feature

HOLD ON IT

this relationship

let our promises unbreakable

Laogong~

Dear Dear~

Baobei~

Lengzai~

Qing Ai d~

Thank You.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Our 65th Day

another new month we have

another new month we gain together

another no another guy in our relationship

all man passing our side when we holding it

all and overall i feel from you

all not all happiness or sadness

we celebrated with some sweet which lost ago

it's enough to me

: )

forever love we said

but we still be afraid the change of one of us

you tasted the bitter feeling

i will try to hold it well for you

Our 60th Day

unfortunately day fell to my dear,viki

it was yesterday..

she cried to call me..

she saying her sadness..

she is like a little girl in my heart

she must be strong..

i'm her listener..

listen their story

release her sadness

make her heart comfort abit

accompany her a few hours

she talked alot

after have call with viki,the time i go bed

before that..i heard song somemore viewed his photos

i thought his face from fat to thin alot

my tears dropped..

i have rmbed he told me

when i crying,muz call him

he picked up my call..

i telling him abt wad happen of viki and myself juz now

hehe..i love him covered any words in world

when i'm happy or sad

i really nid him to share

Our 56th Day

today i show no mood to him

nvr said clearly..

i juz show it..

i know he felt it

he din said it too

my man..

not hard anymore when he know he is wrong

my man..

not happy anymore when i tell him my feeling

my man..

blamed himself and suspected himself

to be his woman..

i will same way as him too

man and woman juz made by simple tissues

i misunderstood his feeling when he feels did wrong to me

i lost myself too

from this mistake..

i sure that i love dear dear

the sad events made..

just a fault to make each other to think much

i thought he will know and comfort me

he thought is himself good to me

i'm selfish

but he is worried himself

i let him sad too..

but but..

i proved our love is from both side

affected each other

: )

not bad not bad..

Our 54th Day

20/11/09

last day..

my mood damn down

the whole day no mood at all..

dear dear accompany me yesterday

till we go bed..

yesterday ya..

the 1st time i disturbed him longer

made his bed time on 5am

umm..he called me twice

waste rm20+

finished his bonus in 2 hours

><

his laopo,me..nt good to manage his finance

but..yesterday i really need him

my messy heart

i cant sleep at all

wuwu..

wad he said,matched my feeling

my heart become comfortable and relax

i thought this guy mature thn me

i felt wad am i?

juz childish ><

i'm sorry to mummy,cousin,him and myself

i did wrong..

he thaught me many : )

he grew up many from his fault : )

he is successful in his life : )

that's why : )

i love this guy

no matter wad

he go into my life to help me

he understood my heart

it's our memories

cry and smile

move towards today

the new day we have

Our 50th Day

I wishing dear dear..

-his spm going well

-he has good attitude

-he has energy enough

-his brain wont blank and lose many important notes

-he has a sweet sleeping time every night

-he become genius when doing every SPM papers (genius angle wont off duty tomorrow >< )

-he can relax his mind and hands when doing papers

-he has prepared pencils,pens,rulers,eraser,and IC (important!!)

-he tries his best just enough

9 wishing rite?

i know dear dear good to me..

so,another 1 wishing i keep for myself

that wishing of me is..

9 wishing i wished will come true for my beloved laogong

: )

♥Love♥ Alvin

Our 47th Day

woo woo..

spm coming soon

me & dear dear sit for spm this year

umm..both of us

fun & study time be separated tightly

whn we're having fun..

our books out of our mind

whn we're revising..

we will stop sms..

accompany our books

lol..

last friday my school had graduation day..

all form 5 students shaked hand with teachers

said our thankful

received their wishing

their smiling

somemore their warm hands

some fierce teachers became warm

umm..i was touched when seeing their smiling

my physic teacher and chemistry teacher ><

both subjects i damn hate and worst

wanna pass?

try it ya ><

i took some pictures with classmates

xixi..

this wednesday ask nako help me upload..

my laptop got problem le..

Jia You Laogong..

My Top 1..

Muackss Muackss ♥

Our 44th Day

time passing slower when i'm alone

my time without him

as a missed post

juz blanked on that day

my mind without any wanna write

as a untitiled post

juz messed on that day

i missing him..

but i dun hv tell him..

he is working..

i dun like to be disturber

although he will say nevermind and

reply my msg delay some

better than..

i'm keep slient here : )

writing down some heart matter : )

but sure be NO sad things

because..

just because he is busy..

i cannot do complain here : )

and he will sad if he has see this post

i'm heart-hopeful

i'm growing up myself

i know..i'm right

i know..he is right

that's all : )

positive thinking rite : )

From Day Till Night

How Much We Said

I Counting With Hands

It Is 24 Hours

Sometimes Talking Through Mouth

Sometimes Talking Through Heart

♥

Our 41st Day

now is midnight..

the lady boss,me : )

Kikimi..cant sleep now

then..surfing the net

make self sleepy some

then have a piggy sleep

umm umm..

last 2 day and 2 night

happened many things

some sad happened

alot happy still happening

because i have a good boyfriend

because of him..

he takes all

which the responsible he told

comfort his lover

treat his lover

didn't care any

i thought just now..

his lover haven't help him decrease his stress longer already

it may the right timing

when the sun rising..

my dear dear wakes up

hehe..i'll start my job

shh..he is sleeping ^^

and..

i'll give him the complete answer of this question he asked

"wo you shen me hao?"

although i answered him..

but it's not complete

not sweet and rou ma de

i'm his lucky star,i'm his honey star

so..

i wanna he can tastes sweet from this twinkling star

: )

not juz only he make fun to me

not juz only he talk alot there

not juz only i'm the listener

same way he is

he needs

because i ♥ you

Our 38th Day

last midnight..

after we off9 webcam

i called him..

his hp out of credit..

umm..

naturally..

he talked to his 1st feeling to me..

before we are not couple..

when i'm single after lastly relationship

he talking seriously..

he talking softly..

slowly..

the surrounding of handphone just is his voice

nothing any..

some more that was midnight

i hearing and smiling..

my heart..felt tension

my tears..around eye balls

felt his serious..

but he always make fun than that

touching feeling about him..

longer then..

i asked him..

"if i cried,what will you do?"

"i will hug you,and your head alongside my shoulder"

i cried out..

now..

i'm alone here,he din on9

he hang out with frenz

i felt sorry..

i'm bored girl to him..

i just know to laugh when he making fun to me

and duno say any about feeling..

i love this guy..

that why i wanna make fun to him too..

but nt good as him..

i wishing our world is filled with our own words to each other

to create out happy and alot fun

he did..i will too

Like and Love are big difference..

: )

Our 38th Day

now is midnight : )

with dear dear now..

xixi..

i like together with him to share midnight

we're carzy

we're playful

we're doing childish

we're acting

we're gesturing

a quiet midnight..

juz leave me and him..

make noise..

make laugh..

i enjoying love..

which is 2 of 17 years old's man

always do childish

no trouble and if get trouble

wont sceret it in heart deeply

respect each other

: )

Our 37th Day

today is our last day attend for chinese class

umm..

siao wei sits beside me..

making cards quietly...

it's make for teacher one : )

we passed the cards one by one..

to write down some words ourselves for teacher

teacher like noticed ><

but she said some funny to settle embarrassed situation

we are smiling thr ^^

a few cards done in this period..

2 hours' chinese class

while teacher teaching..

while teacher explaining..

while teacher seeing me

: )

when the last 10 mins..

teacher talked something for us..

her advice is touching words..

her face is sad with her tear in her eyes..

her voice is good to hear..

i'm grateful..

can study chinese from her..

i'm lucky..

can know some life information from her..

i'm proud of her..

she is special

i love you,teacher

thx teacher

Our 36th Day

last night..

originally he wana rest early

but his didi asked him to check my folio

he is busy till 11pm sumthing

><

dear dear is tired thn tired more

our call...

din less thn 30 mins oso

whn in calling..

i tought his tired and asked him

: )

last night...

we talked abt our plan after spm

woo...

it's like wanna happen soon

it's like our journey together

ya..all's right

our future plan is widen

lalala~~

happy journey waiting us

: )

PS: his voice cute naturally sometime,kaka

XD

Our 34th Day

last night..

he told me something

made my heart so messy ><

longer~~

whn talking with him in phone..

i said it out..

asked him wat i wana know

told him wat i facing nw

his words..

his reply..

comforted me

but..

i dun wan the feel around our sweet time too

it may get effect for us

last a month..

my heart may attracted by him

i din noticed..

from last night..

though some..

got some..

i understood why he said i'm pure

32day-posted by Alvin

The day dat means we had been together 1 month
Me and Kikimi Yap Zi Sian~finally^^
around 12am we celebrate our 1month v funny face~^^
and then i played dota v my dear de small brother~
win n i get 1st~^^wakakaka
den after dota i told my dear didi let her jie(dear) use back~
he say "okok"~thx 2 him~
after finish dota around 1 or 2am~
den after dat i chat v my dear in the webcam by video call~
we had fun n chat in the call~
i 4gt wad i chat v her already cuz 2 much we chat n fun~^^
we both damm stuborn n c who surrender 2 slp~xD
finally i dunwan 2 let her tired i surrender~^^
den we had our gdnite kiss n slp like a pig till morning~^^

Morning today~
as usual wake up n sms my laopo~^^
den i ate my lunch and so as my baobei~^^
den i go cyber cafe n play games while she study~^^

LaoPo~
I always will be at ur side although nt v u~
I always will protect u no matter wad~
I always be ur happy toy 2 make u smile~
I always be the one 2 love u~
I always do foolish things 2 make u laugh~
I always do myself sick n make u worried~

I juz wana tell u thx 4 pei wo till nw~
I wana go on this relationship~
I wont gv up~

Kikimi~
wO aI nI~^^
um muacks

Our 32nd Day

oh yeah..today is 1/11

: )

I was together wit Alvin Lin Wei Sing A MONTH

last midnight..

he and my didi played dota

hehe..he won 1st

after that..

we on webcam to celebrate our anniversary together

woO..quite nice

w0o..quite happy

wOo..quite funny

we talking and talking

acting funny face

showing our things

emm..

his laughing smile

his cute voice sometime

his K810i

his photos whn he is childhood and his didi's

haha..quite cute

Dearest,

Mr.Laogong :

laopo wana tell u..

u let me feel safe with u

because ur laopo nvr felt lonely

u care me

because ur laopo nvr missed ur caring

u felt my feeling

because ur laopo nvr feel dissapoint ur thinking for me

u knw me

because ur laopo nvr complaint it

u love me

because ur laopo nvr suspect u

u are my top 1

because ur laopo nvr find another top 1

i love

your smile

your thin lips

your sweet words

your heart for this love

your protection

your promises

your tender

Just From:

Ms.Laopo

i love this imperfect man

Our 30th Day

he belonging me 30 days

umm..

i loved it : )

the passing time of 30 days

just pure of happiness

added some sadness and worry

just because it's love

love is no perfect

because we are not perfect man

love is mixed good and bad..

a cup of coffee is bitter and sweet taste too

yummy..he is the scoop of chocolate ice-cream

simple and sweet taste

wo ai ni ya^^

wo bu hui bu ai ni

Our 28th Day

while he resting juz now..

i copying my history worksheets

sometime..

my head will turn to my right side..

see my phone..it's charging thr

it's like lighting,bt it's not : )

his cough..

follow him longer..

i'm thinking..

some bad happen to him..

how is it neh?

><

my mind is sliding it clearly..

i stopped my writing

lying on the table..

seeing my phone longer..

i din touch it..

but i missing him..

his pictures in my phone..

the part of his face..

i rmb the most is his eyes : )

whn i thinking he was in hospital

this picture in my mind..

i wanna cry..

but din cry out

my eyes tired some..

switched off the lamp

lying on my bed

viewing his pictures..

again and again..

i seeing the pictures carefully..

the sadness minded was gone..

cos i was smiling whn seeing his pictures

he sms me : )

means he woke up~~

lao po~^^

laogong^^

wad u doing nw?^^

lying on bed,viewing ur pictures,thn u sms me le^^

lol,yuan fen.f3

i woke up n take my hp ad c ur face in my hp^^

xixi...happy : )

Our 26th Day

Highlights..

the coolest msg i received

from him..XD

"lol,hai hao ba,hw 2 do nest oso.f3

go bird thr n take nest + water,

lol,who eat i do the bird nest stil alive is miracle.f3"

mr.laogong n ms.laopo

: )

Our 26th Day

xixi..

he asked me why i wan cry

i told him..

bla bla bla..

: )

have alvin..

how's good now

can go out from sadness easily

because he is on the situation of happiness

thinking of him just can : )

Tears..

i like it..

someone had my tears..

unreasonable tears..

and..

someone gave me cheer up

my heart claimed down

hehe..my 1st time

the last question i asked b4 i rest

"u said ur frenz all lengzai,their gf sure lenglui lo?"

"hmm,some lengzai,some okok nia

thier gf ar,lenglui gt a few lo,others nvr met b4.f3

bt my gf,i love her and in my eyes,no1 can compare n replace her^^

go rest ba^^"

Our 26th Day

he very tired today..
we din chat more..
thn i asked him go bed n go bed..
he followed my advice
bt i can knw he very tired alr..
whn in call wit him..
alot ppl disturb me
but it's ok : )

on the way go home..
i looking outside..
the radio playing old famous song
softly~~
my heart begin softly too..
i missing him..
wanna cry out..
bt i dun wan disturb him..
he is tired..
rest the most important for human

i cant sleep nw..
duno why neh..
too active i think
umm umm..
chat wit miko juz nw
longer din chat wit her alr
but we stil can talk and talk
nt bad : )

: (
dear dear..

Our 23rd Day

Feeling : )

almost everyday
our chat can over the limit of our sleeping time
his handphone credit use finish faster..
he always use the method lend from digi
cont our chat..
or ask his frenz giv him free for charge : )

everyday..
our sms can over the limit of our languages
we use english..
whn i hv wrong vocab
he will tell my fault
we use chinese..
whn he has wrong pin yin
i will tell his fault
we use cute sound..
whn we're happy
we use romantic words
whn we're get high on it : )

yesterday..
our webcam can over the limit of over
lol..kua zhang dian le : )
but..
the 1st time i use webcam can be so funny and enjoy
thxful my top 1 lao gong
because he is funny guy and many acting

full of smile face and smile sound in our webcam call

woo..
he said my hair nice and i'm cute XD
blek..he more cute then me
ur laopo said d^^

Our 23rd Day

once time 1 pill?
i saw the webcam,nice pc^^
duno ><7pm>
yeap,1 day eat 2 pills^^
nvm,i can wait dear d,today din go cc^^
u muz get rest oh
..and
..eat dinner also
enen,u nw goin eat?^^
yaya^^
en^^dear outside careful ya^^
yes baby^^hope dear dear's headache can reduce some..
enen^^dont worry^^
enen^^
dear,no yet go out o..whn out le,i wil tell u,nt sure wat time,cos today is uncle's off day
en,laogong playing dota^^
kk..^^
dear,dota finish?
dear,laogong finish ler,dear stil havent go out o?
ya..
yeap,dear no yet wan go out o?
i'm on9 le
oh,nw doin sunthing.wait ya
kk..
dear on msn d?
yer~mummy said zou le zou le ><
then..
he sent me 2 pics (upload if can,laptop hv problem)
1 pic is a poem..it's abt
love isn't about finding someone you can live with;
love is about finding someoone you can't live without
lol,nvm,dear go out ba^^wait dear,careful a ><
enen,i will,dun worry,laogong^^u too..
dear,careful at outside ya ><
i read tht meaningful poem^^,i wont buy ur heart,bt i wil beside wit ur heart,
cos i nid u alive wit me^^
haha,thx 4 all >
u cant die early neh ><>
xixi..welcome
muacks muacks^^
my life in ur hand.f3
enen^^
lol..i will control well,in restaurant le
en,man man chi o^^
enen..hv dear dear taken dinner?
yeap,juz finish^^
you chi bao ma?
you you,fang xin^^
qu chi ni de^^
juz order only,nid waiting
enen^^nw wacin fang yang de star star.lol
oh..enjoy ba^^
en^^dear eat hao d sms me ya^^
ok^^
half an hour..
i sent aunty's shih tzu pic for him^^
lol,cute dog^^
dear eat finish d?^^
ya..bt adults chatting thr
enen^^den nw dear at restaurant hearing dem a?
no..seeing the cute dog^^
lol,when dear can on9 ya?^^
><>
haha,nvm d la^^i can wait^^
thn wat are u doing nw?
wacin let go the sheep de star star.lol^^
lol..tis eng name,i tink is my top 1 laogong tink himself d,f3
sure.f3^^
dear at thr boring ma?
enen..i wana back home ><
lol,wad time only dear can back home o? ><
duno,f4..
lol,bu yao ku~laogong sayang~um muacks~^^
laogong..
muackss..
en,dun like this la^^
um muackss^^
dear dear,dun sad ya
enen^^dear dear stil here,i'm happy d^^
xixi..thn
he sent his pic for me
i really happy,and smiling
yeap^^i send the pic 4u so u wont lonely
ya..i wont lonely,dear : )

There is nothing can replace you~

Everyone has their own beloved person~
I had one~
It was a girl~
She was so pure and cute in my mind~
She had a nice sound n face~
She's my everything~
I were once hurt by a girl~
Thanks to her this girl that im mentioning bring me back to my ownself~
Dont know why i start in love with a girl that is quite far from my hometown~
She lived at Kuala Lumpur and me from Melaka~
She gt a boyfriend dat is same town with me~
Unfornutately dey broke and same case as mine(my girlfriend near near nia)
After a few days with this girl chat in the handphone and messenger~
I find out i really fall in love with a this girl~
Altough its a long-distance relationship but i will truly go to the place i want to meet her~
Impossible i break my promise~
A promise is a promise~
Den we had beeen together finally~
I hope this is can last long about our relationship~
The distance between she and me soon getting closer and closer~
And soon when i meet her~
I wont let her go from my side anymore~
I want to kiss her lips and hug her~
I dont care where she from~
I dont care who she are~
I dont care what she did~
As long as i love her and she love me~^^
dats all^^
the next story will be inform again next month~^^

Our 22nd Day

Our Love Moment : )

hehe,thx^^um muacks^^dear nw doin wad o?
sry~juz finish biscuit><
dear,will ur head very pain?
dear,tis time i guai abit 4u ba,i go gv doctor check up.f3
last time go c doctor n take medicine nia
enen..tell him abt ur cough too if necessary
i feel ur love too ya^^
goin to reach d,my head nt so pain^^
yeap,only u~
love me the most~^^

haha,i will,i will tell the doctor u gv me love medicine oso.f3
sure^^top 1 d love.f3
lol..love medicines^^
yeah~top 1 laogong^^
ya,love medicine dat can make u 4ever my girl.f3
dao jia ler,goin 2 c doctor.lol
i wan try love medicine oso,f3
enen..gd luck^^
lol,at clinic d,abit laz wan c doctor d.f3
u no nid try d^^hehe
u at clinic le,,juz more a while nia,dun go out the clinic o,it's ok d..
check jor,doctor im stil ok,cuz i early check den nw she gave antibiotic
phew^^tht's great..
dun wori,lao gong wont easy pengsan d.lol

Our 21st Day

just now..

he said hungry abit

thn go out to buy burger : )

he ate 2 BIG burger

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too much for me

thn..

he posted this poem for me

i dont care who u are~

i dont care where your from~

i dont care what will be~

As long u love me^^

it's like a song : )

it's like self creative

"write urself d"

"Abu~"

hehe..

1 word juz is SWEET

2 much in my mind

3 words most meaningful

4 him,my laogong

I Love You

"i think i cant drink cold water 1st,feel like wan cough agn"

"muz care urself ><>

"dear,my cough nw stil nt yet come,juz feel nia,i promise u i drink hot water"

"ur promise,i trust u can^^"

he playing dota : )

Our 20th Day

yesterday's calling..

he sang song to me..

i sang softly wit him too..

his singing good..

so nice : )

laopo loves it,laogong : )

today at school..

whn i sitting alone there..

watching outside while lying on the table

i said..

"i miss u,dear"

: )

1812 today..

he sent a msg for me

wrote..

"1234"

"1 thing"

"2 do"

"3 words"

"4 you"

"I Love You^^"

"think by myself.lol"

so sweet^^

i cont it..

"567"

"5 reply"

"6 words"

"7 heaven"

"thx my beloved lao gong,muackss muackss"

i viewed laogong's post

thx to him alot..
: )
i can share my blog with him
it's unvaluable he paid
because my things can belong to him too
his post as my post..
nt so interesting but meaningful
our life just simple
from stranger to friend
but now..
we are couple : )

may future..have me and him : )

he ate 15 sticks satay juz now..

wow..i cant XD

he told me..

he ordered webcam

tmr can get it ^^

Yeah~rolling n rolling

hehe..happy : )

Our 19th day

These is posted by me: Alvin

Today morning~
thx to her call only i can wake up and hear her voice~
as usal~
my lazy sound again>later on,i go bath and after that sms 2 my LaO pO im goin school^^
hope she slp well~

The day i was at school..so boring~!!
no teacher in class den play chess with my friends at class~
lose n win alot round~we play 1 round for RM1,xD
at the end~no win no lose..5 win 5 lose,haiz~T.T
then nth 2 do liao~
then i tink of my KiKiMi~^^
thinking of her slping n hope she will think me as the same way as i am~

School ended~i was so happy and hurry up back home~
home sweet home~
1st thing i do is took my hp n c my msg~
den SMS 2 my LaO pO~
she had tuition at 5pm-8pm(suffering from SPM)c her like dis xin tong~><
everytime she go tuition i sure tell her bcareful..worried her every sec n min

Later on after she tuition i was dota ing~she SMS me den i let go off my game 1st^^
pei ta sms den hope she faster back home~
i was at cc cuz my house no webcam 2 c her face~
so i waited her around 9.40pm sumtin she on d~
i told her 2 wait me cuz i was dota ing~
after dota ing den play webcam v my LaO pO^^
today we had alot of fun~really^^
and i will call her every night in the phone 2 chat our secret..shhhh~
she gave me her blog today~so i can blog v her oso~><

Today i sing her some songs so she can sleep well in her bed~
she say my singing nt bad bt i oso duno nice or nt~hope it nice~
after i sang those song~she ad go sleep ler~^^

Today is the 1st time i blog in my dear blog~
Dear,hope u love my story~lol
quite long abit~nt so interesting~
my dear blog always gt some mistake in spelling or vocabulary~
bt i dunwan 2 edit it..juz make it wrong~^^
only i n her friends noe the meaning can ler^^

Our 19th Day

today no school : )

but i still have morning call laogong

yesterday,he sleep late

so i called many times

he din pick up also..

i stopped my call

but he called me back : )

the 1st 2 times..

cant heard his sound..

i rejected the call

finally the 3rd time

yeah..heard his lazy sound : )

talking and talking

till his mummy called him wake up also

still talking..

later..

he preparing to school

i sleep again with his sweet advices

in the evening..

i opened my image in my handphone

finding his drawing's picture

i viewing it longer..

and smiling : )

his drawing is simple but creative

any second may happen some joyful with him

because his acting

made many fun things

made our webcam time fully our happiness

he said..

whn u are happy,smiling

i will happy : )

Our 18th Day

i blogging at outside now
blogging can spend my time word by word
without him...
my time passed the slowest
i sitting alone more time
he playing dota but he will reply my msg
suddenly..
too many sadness in my brain
i crying out..
tears dropping slowly~
i wanna back home, i wanna play with him
i wanna leave here,i wanna dun alone
gan ma saw me crying..
she asks me softly
i'm quiet..
cos i angry her some
later..
she asks me wan play computer or not
i just quiet..
my tears dropping..
she asks again..
i dian dian tou..

meet laogong at 1st..
hearing songs..
i told him all my things
wont sceret any : )
his caring is most powerful

I'm his wishing star which is made 3 wishes by him : )

Our 17th Day

juz now 1233..

we on webcam

he ask me off9

cos i told him

tmr i wan wake up early

a while later

he chged his mind

he said

"u on9 til i'm back home"

"after i bath"

"let u play longer"

so gan dong..

i said

"tq laogong"

"u are the most most"
"the best"

he laughing there

xixi..

i love his happy face

which is i made

: )

Our 16th Day

this morning..

he calls me

i really still worry there

juz a second

tht feeling starts again after i wake up

i hearing his talking

i'm quiet there..

sometime "enen" to him

some more juz wake up also

that why : )

at start..we said go to clean up d

he just wash his face

my mummy washing clothes in toilet

then..

i go back to room

sms wit him

both of us lying on own bed..

: )

he started working at 12.00 noon

i played laptop a while

thn revise a while ><

feel sleepy neh...

i had an idea

drawing in bedroom : )

when it's finished..

i sent to him

he didnt reply any

umm...waiting him

nothing also

i sent again..

and made a call to him

nothing also..

a few minutes later

he replied me

huh...thnx god

he said

"ur drawing so nice"

"so gan dong T.T"

hehe...it's just simple drawing

and i just know to draw alphabets

: )

Our 15th Day

he vomit 3 times today ><

ar~~

yesterday i not feeling well

today his turn ><

although he was nothing..

but i still that..

duno why neh ><

i wont unhappy

i will smile : )

he also need my smile : )

if not..

he must worry me

if i have laptop

how it is good to be

dear dear no need wait me on9

he can see me on webcam anytime

i can decide my time on laptop by myself

my didi play from evening til night 10pm

my school day,juz on9 an hour something

weekend,same same also

need ask didi before i want

because he using..

daddy said after spm

will buy for me : )

i hope it can be come true : )

Our 13th Day

umm umm...

let baby know my last midnight^^

0030 i sent sms to him

"i wanna let ur heart full of my sweet matter,nt u feel it from my heart"

"ur laopo sleep lu^^"

then..

i switch off the lamp bt my sight looking earphone

mind to hear songs

in the dark..

plug in my earphone thn open playlist

while hearing a song,by claire d

i hv feel wanna sms to lucas

tht feel is angry d

abt...a sceret which viki told me d

baby knew oso d

but but..

i din do so..

no reason i should send it out

no reason i should care it again

no reason i should hv any feel to this guy

although is angry feeling

somemore..

i understand dear dear's feeling

i understand he can control me

because we are together now

my header's sentence,it's important to me now : )

then..

i slept with thinking dear dear : )

3am something,i woke up..

blur blur..go toilet..n my mind juz of dear dear

mayb thinking him till slept juz now : )

back my room..sleep again

6.15am's alarm ringing..

i saw it..

though missed the time

call him in blur blur

just a few seconds..

he picked my phone

today he din lazy sound

hmm..normal as usual

nice oso : )

a call..

ended with longer bye bye n kisses

xixi..

um muacksss

Our 12th Day

umm...

today,morning call him

the 1st call he picked

he said miracle oh^^

i smiling thr...

like his lazy sound : )

today my sound so weird

whn muack him...cant sweet sound ><

argh~~shy

he laughing : )

it's ok : )

i sleep again while he busy his things before go to school

9.30am something

i woke up...

read his msg,a new n nice day i felt that second

I Love You,Alvin

: )

Our 11th Day

he asked me juz nw

"1 october u accept me d rite?"

i duno bt rmb i accept him whn i giv him a kiss in hp d

is tht day^^

he replied

"tink is 1"

"i gt c the calender on the day we muacks"

xixi...he cares it neh

a boy cares my thing

umm : )

his english so good,sometime he write longer about me d

me juz siting thr,enjoying his writing : )

without you

i cant live alone

happy alone

cry alone

cuz my love one cant enjoy happiness v me

sadness..

caring..

loving..

Everything that i done

nobody can control.

bt my dear can

nobody wil so hardworking like dear call me wake up at early in the morning d

Only u~

makes my world bright n sparlking like star

i like tis,i asked his allowance to post here

he said "wo xi huan jiu hao ler"

: )

Our 8th Day

this week

as holiday week

1 week no need back to school

because pmr starting...

everyday..

i wake up early also

because i want call him to wake up^^

hehe...his sound so lazy

but make me laugh & happy in handphone

he has exam this week..

he brings handphone to school

we connecting whole morning by using sms

but i must wait him completed his exam paper

yesterday,

he told me..

he wrote an essay entitled "The Person Who I Loved"

it's about me

i felt happy because he thinking me whatever he doing

the essay mark is 40/50

the 1st time he get the highest mark in class

: )

when we are on webcam..

he show me a bracelet

his anuty gave him & told him keep it unless important to you

he wanna give me when he come to KL

he said bring good luck for me and my family

he brought many happiness to me

: )

that why i'm smiling

Our 7th Day

My past going faster
My present presenting too
Be with alvin..really happy^^
His caring shown in sms
His funny shown in phone
: )

I felt relax wih him
duno why..
he din let me worrying his privacy
he din let me feeling jealous

Somemore..
He said before i say
He done before i do
He felt before i feel

Am i important to u?
he asked ytd..
my answer is..
en,i worry u alot,i care u alot
bt i duno how much the important u are
cos it's uncountable

that feeling really cant say out or write out
me thinking why..
it's a question i cant solve
but the feeling better thn how well i know how much u important to me

he replied..
same case here^^
dear^^
love you^^

Our 3rd Day

tis week always be wit alvin
he calls me everyday
tells funny things make me laugh
sing songs but will cough whn he not feeling well
umm...worry him whn heard his cough

i knew he like me
i knew he treat me well
i knew he is a good guy
i knew him because we talk anything to each other

but me din accept him now
juz keep a chance for him

juz 6 days close wit him
many memories we made
brought happiness

: )

1/10

sleepy some..
slept a while juz now

nako said introduce a boy for me
me shocked ><
why she said immediately for me?
me thinking..
be frenz is ok^^
tht guy 21 years old..
nako told me..
her bf said saw tht guy always alone
thn wan help him

me smiling for nako
thn we continue to copy add maths'answer

always ask for time today ><
so miss go back home faster ><
duno why~